Saturday, July 4, 2009

Realisation

I wondered why people could be so damn nasty sometimes. This thought always struck my mind whenever I watched another human being passed by, or just walked beside me or talked cheerfully to their friends. Full of ardor, their voices sound somehow nonchalant. They seemed to be themselves, and it’s like they were really like that, but outer surfaces could really blind you deep.

They may not be what they show to the outsiders.

They may not say what they have in mind.

They may not act like how they want to actually do.

They may smile and laugh with us,
but they also smile and laugh when something unfortunate happen to us.
They may say we’re friends,
but ‘Bitch!’ appear on the board of their minds.
They may show some supports,
but hoping deep in their hearts that we would fail.

It hurt to find out that you’re having this kind of people all around you. Sneaking cunningly behind our backs, and afterward showing their angelic faces. These people could easily charm you and put you under a magic spell, thinking that you have finally found someone that you could trust, but then using their senses they would gradually attacked you slowly without you noticing.


Why do they bring pain to others?

My heart ached when I thought of them. They already gave me pain, and I...

I'm freaking mad! Those imbeciles, i wanna all of them into a box and send it to the North Pole so they will all freeze to death. hahaha(evil laugh..)


kay kay just kidding ;p


nevertheless...i hope they have a solid reason for doing this, and not for the sake of pure evilness(=.=)

6 comments:

  1. u hidup ngan orang2 cmnie??
    hurm..

    wat bodoh je ngan orang2 camnie..
    derang mmg motif hidup derang camtuh..
    no reason mybe??
    hoohohoh~

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  2. the advice...
    given from the guy above...
    complete crap...
    his view of the world...
    is acceptable..
    if you live alone on a bloody godforsaken island in the middle of nowhere...

    anyway...
    what you're feeling...
    is normal...
    it's called self-defence...
    you're defending yourself after being provoked...

    I guess the problems above are not small ones...
    because if it is...
    you won't go through all the troubles to write a blog entry about it...



    3 ways to solve this problem...

    1st...
    you let out all the things that you wanna say to those fellas...
    so that you can clear your head...
    and make you feel better of yourself as you proved that you're a better person than them...
    and you will not stand as low as them in terms of being a human being...

    2nd...
    you'll take matters into your own hand...
    you decides to play fire with fire...
    in ways that could hurt them...
    like how they had hurt you...
    although this will result in many uncertainties...
    BUT...
    if it's a success...
    you certainly had shown them whos ass is the bigger one...

    3rd...
    you seek help from them close friends of yours...
    and decides to follow them...
    and asking for their help too...



    hope this helps...
    and that's why..
    i told you many times before...


    EVERYBODY LIES!!!!

    cheers...

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  3. omg day.
    i like u whatttt.
    for god sake, just ignore those people.
    live your life.
    ur super duper yourself.
    why bother some nuts above all?
    poyo je mereka tu.

    :)

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  4. I hope u know..That was entirely untrue when i'm with u..with others yes :) i always liked being with u..sometimes i just need to get back what i've given..attn

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  5. this is life
    like it or not
    its a game
    sum consider this as politics

    well if you play, u either win or loss
    but if u dont play, u cannot win

    juz bite the bullet, bite it hard, and swallow it altogether
    keep ur head high n play 2 da finishing line

    n like what forementioned
    i lie, u lie, we lie, everybody lie
    lie, lie , lie some more

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