Tadi lebih kurang pukul 9.46pm 10 minutes more or less saya pergi KFC kat college. Tapi bukan Kentucky Fried Chicken yang Twister dia sgt sedap and sangat cool kalau ada kat college tapi singkatan untuk Kolej Food Court. Pastu saya ordered Nasi Goreng Patayya/Pattaya pedas, ulang 2 kali mind you supaya kakak tu dapat tulis order betul2 and bagi dekat the guy yang rambut dia kerinting supaya dapat masak nasi goreng tu.
I waited dekat table yang berdekatan dengan perut yang lapar, sebab i didn't eat dinner dekat DS tadi (Dewan Selera=DS).
Akhinya, berbaloi juga 18 minutes menunggu Nasi Goreng Patayya/Pattaya nampak sgt sedap walaupun telur dia bungkus bentuk square. (Saya suka yang circle lagi sebenarnya).
Selepas baca doa, saya pun makan dengan semangatnya, but it was a disappoinment. Telur dia macam tak masak and tak pedas pun.
Solution: minta cili potong,
Lepas tu, i ate the Nasi Goreng dengan gembira dan went back to my room.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Choices
Man..this just totally irritates the hell out of me.
This one thing when u had all these thoughts that u wanna share and u're freaking enthusiastic to blog about it but u couldn't because u're in a car heading somewhere and u didn't have ur freaking notebook with u and when u got back in ur room with ur notebook on your lap and u forgot what u wanted to write.
WTH did i want to write?
Shit! Shit! Shit!
That happened to me like a LOT and i'm freaking Stressed. Errghh..!
oh Neways..i just remember something that i often think of.
We have many choices in our lives and i don't understand why people sometimes just stick to a few particular options.
Okay i'll give u an example a girl broke her mom's precious and worth of 10K flower vase due to carelesness. She'll probably freaked out and think of ways to cover it up so she won't be scolded or admit to her mom and accept her punishments like she's supposed to.
Those might be the possible and most rational solutions that a sane human can think of.
But then there are also some other alternatives eg.
1. Get hit by a train and die then u could save all the thinkings (obviously a stupid and irrational idea)
2. Kill someone else or commit serious crime which will make ur previous problem seems a lot less significant
3. Accuse ur maid or other people so they will take all the blame (only for cowards and damn unethical)
4. Run away from home and go back after 6 months or some other periods depending on how long it takes for ur mom to forgive u
5. Borrow money from everywhere and buy her a new vase
6. Say that u had a premonition that the vase is gonna bring bad luck and that u have to break it as to save the family from misfortunes .?
OK..most are just craps.lol. but the first option should never be in ur list because suicides will not solve much. What i want to point out here is that u have lot of choices in life. it's whether u see it or not.
now my head is pretty blank and drowning in sleepiness and before i start to sound like a freakin retard i think i better go to sleep first.
yellow pillow.
This one thing when u had all these thoughts that u wanna share and u're freaking enthusiastic to blog about it but u couldn't because u're in a car heading somewhere and u didn't have ur freaking notebook with u and when u got back in ur room with ur notebook on your lap and u forgot what u wanted to write.
WTH did i want to write?
Shit! Shit! Shit!
That happened to me like a LOT and i'm freaking Stressed. Errghh..!
oh Neways..i just remember something that i often think of.
We have many choices in our lives and i don't understand why people sometimes just stick to a few particular options.
Okay i'll give u an example a girl broke her mom's precious and worth of 10K flower vase due to carelesness. She'll probably freaked out and think of ways to cover it up so she won't be scolded or admit to her mom and accept her punishments like she's supposed to.
Those might be the possible and most rational solutions that a sane human can think of.
But then there are also some other alternatives eg.
1. Get hit by a train and die then u could save all the thinkings (obviously a stupid and irrational idea)
2. Kill someone else or commit serious crime which will make ur previous problem seems a lot less significant
3. Accuse ur maid or other people so they will take all the blame (only for cowards and damn unethical)
4. Run away from home and go back after 6 months or some other periods depending on how long it takes for ur mom to forgive u
5. Borrow money from everywhere and buy her a new vase
6. Say that u had a premonition that the vase is gonna bring bad luck and that u have to break it as to save the family from misfortunes .?
OK..most are just craps.lol. but the first option should never be in ur list because suicides will not solve much. What i want to point out here is that u have lot of choices in life. it's whether u see it or not.
now my head is pretty blank and drowning in sleepiness and before i start to sound like a freakin retard i think i better go to sleep first.
yellow pillow.
Friday, December 11, 2009
sometimes u just gotta do it
i just read my friend's, aiman post on his selamba-yet-brave act to simply ask a chic bout the t shirt she's wearing and i thot it was pretty hilarious. And it kinda reminded me of something i did before which was quite similar to his. It's pretty vague now bt i still remember about 75% of it and so i wanna post the story before i forgot about it completely.
anyways it happened in February or March i think. well mun and i was at a convenient store, actually stranded there cuz we just got out from lab and apparently we'd missed the shuttle to go back to the hostel.
altho walking back was also an option but it was bout 5km of distance,less or more and the road was pretty empty most of the times and there might be a mad rapist or something walking around, i mean you never know so it was not a good idea.
we were thinkin of a solution when suddenly a white jeep pulled over and one of the college students went out of the car and entered the shop. and GUESS WHAT he was one of the hot guys in college. bwahahahaha...:DDD sorry but i kinda have this mild, yeah just a MILD obsession towards hot and good looking guys.
back to the story. and seeing him gave me a very good idea.
obviously...why not ask him to give us a ride to the hostel?
i told about it to mun who was just as excited as i was at the sight of him.
she was like 'weh..biar betol. malu ahh..siyes ke?'
and i replied 'aku un x tau..tp cm xde choice len je. try dlu la..'
we were still hesitating but there was not much time left as he was already out of the store and heading towards his jeep while giving us this weird look, (muke die mmg slenge ah time uh) for staring at him too much. but since we're quite desperate that time i kinda rushed towards him and blurted out
'weh..boleh ak tumpang? cuz kitorg cm tertinggal shuttle and so cam x tau cane nk balik..'
and showed the innocent little puppy look trying to eliminate any sign of girls-trying-to-flirt-with-guys-looks to win some sympathy.
then mun said 'aah..kitorg x tau cane da nak..'
he paused kejap..
then he smiled a bit and said 'yeah..ok'
we both replied 'siyes ke? thank u sgt2..'
and then mun and i looked at each other and whispered 'yes..yes!'
happy kot time tuh.hahaha
so we got into his jeep..and talked a bit. he told us his name and it kinda went on smoothly though sometimes we felt pretty awkward. but we learnt that he has a gf. i was like o shit what a pity i mean cuz he's such a hot looking guy with his babyface look. omg! hahahah...
when we finally reached our destination, i think if i was not mistaken he said something like 'if cm tertinggal shuttle lg ckp je..' with a cute smile on his face.
and since then we've been friends but i already lost contact with him and doubt i'll ever see him again after this cuz he continued his studies somewhere else.
hohoho..neways what i've learnt from this is that whenever u see an opportunity just grab it. and sometimes u gotta do what u gotta do in desperate moments.
and i'm pretty glad we did that.
anyways it happened in February or March i think. well mun and i was at a convenient store, actually stranded there cuz we just got out from lab and apparently we'd missed the shuttle to go back to the hostel.
altho walking back was also an option but it was bout 5km of distance,less or more and the road was pretty empty most of the times and there might be a mad rapist or something walking around, i mean you never know so it was not a good idea.
we were thinkin of a solution when suddenly a white jeep pulled over and one of the college students went out of the car and entered the shop. and GUESS WHAT he was one of the hot guys in college. bwahahahaha...:DDD sorry but i kinda have this mild, yeah just a MILD obsession towards hot and good looking guys.
back to the story. and seeing him gave me a very good idea.
obviously...why not ask him to give us a ride to the hostel?
i told about it to mun who was just as excited as i was at the sight of him.
she was like 'weh..biar betol. malu ahh..siyes ke?'
and i replied 'aku un x tau..tp cm xde choice len je. try dlu la..'
we were still hesitating but there was not much time left as he was already out of the store and heading towards his jeep while giving us this weird look, (muke die mmg slenge ah time uh) for staring at him too much. but since we're quite desperate that time i kinda rushed towards him and blurted out
'weh..boleh ak tumpang? cuz kitorg cm tertinggal shuttle and so cam x tau cane nk balik..'
and showed the innocent little puppy look trying to eliminate any sign of girls-trying-to-flirt-with-guys-looks to win some sympathy.
then mun said 'aah..kitorg x tau cane da nak..'
he paused kejap..
then he smiled a bit and said 'yeah..ok'
we both replied 'siyes ke? thank u sgt2..'
and then mun and i looked at each other and whispered 'yes..yes!'
happy kot time tuh.hahaha
so we got into his jeep..and talked a bit. he told us his name and it kinda went on smoothly though sometimes we felt pretty awkward. but we learnt that he has a gf. i was like o shit what a pity i mean cuz he's such a hot looking guy with his babyface look. omg! hahahah...
when we finally reached our destination, i think if i was not mistaken he said something like 'if cm tertinggal shuttle lg ckp je..' with a cute smile on his face.
and since then we've been friends but i already lost contact with him and doubt i'll ever see him again after this cuz he continued his studies somewhere else.
hohoho..neways what i've learnt from this is that whenever u see an opportunity just grab it. and sometimes u gotta do what u gotta do in desperate moments.
and i'm pretty glad we did that.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Love just sucks!
I kinda dislike being in love. I mean towards the opposite sex...(my love for my family is infinity and will never end)
because when i'm in love every space of my mind will be occupied by him. which just sucks a lot!
It just makes me so freaking angry because i couldn't get rid of him.
And my exam is so near and i need to freaking focus on my studies and
i just couldn't! Shit betol!
Why do this kind of thing happens?
That's why I usually just have crushes, flirt with many people but I avoid to really falling in love and being emotionally attached to someone..although people say love is wonderful, and brings happiness yada3.
Yeap its true though and but somehow you just couldn't control falling in love with that particular guy or girl.lol. Haih.
Stress! Aaaarggghhh...!
Gonna do my assignments now.
Seriously needs help=.=
thanx for reading tho.:)
because when i'm in love every space of my mind will be occupied by him. which just sucks a lot!
It just makes me so freaking angry because i couldn't get rid of him.
And my exam is so near and i need to freaking focus on my studies and
i just couldn't! Shit betol!
Why do this kind of thing happens?
That's why I usually just have crushes, flirt with many people but I avoid to really falling in love and being emotionally attached to someone..although people say love is wonderful, and brings happiness yada3.
Yeap its true though and but somehow you just couldn't control falling in love with that particular guy or girl.lol. Haih.
Stress! Aaaarggghhh...!
Gonna do my assignments now.
Seriously needs help=.=
thanx for reading tho.:)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
A disturbing thought.
Have you ever had a thought that wanders around in every existing space of your mind and you just could not get it out?
This is happening to me now and I'm so frustrated till a point i feel like shaking my head so much, so the thought will be broken into pieces.
It's distracting my concentration in class, disturbing my sleep, making me moody sometimes and bringing other negative effects into my life.
I still could not get over it but i will try to anyway.
Go to hell you stupid disturbing thought!
This is happening to me now and I'm so frustrated till a point i feel like shaking my head so much, so the thought will be broken into pieces.
It's distracting my concentration in class, disturbing my sleep, making me moody sometimes and bringing other negative effects into my life.
I still could not get over it but i will try to anyway.
Go to hell you stupid disturbing thought!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Craps
Today i saw two girls. They are roommates. Both are my friends. They had a fight yesterday. Now they are back together with a grateful smile pasted on their faces.
I felt a pinch of pain and my heart sank in a deep grief.
It's not that i don't like seeing them happy.
Just that i used to be like that and I really truly miss that moment.
I miss her a lot. I mean like...a lot and lot and lot and lot!
And sadly to say i doubt she feels the same way.
I don't have anymore strength to keep denying that.
Thinking about this hurts me i just wanted to forget everything.
Like seriously. From the beginning. Zero.
To have amnesia.
And to the people who says you love me and so so, please don't keep saying all those bullshits and don't even keep in touch.
If you don't just fucking say so for goodness sake.
I know i'm hard to deal with but please don't give up. Even as a friend.
When i love someone, i'll do anything that's possible to be with that person. But if that person doesn't want to, what could I do?
Because I want that person to be happy too.
Anyways...
Don't take the thoughts of a person with a broken heart seriously.
Because most are just craps. Dogshits.
I wanna enjoy my life here, study, hopefully go to UK, get an awfully awesome result, be a damn respected cardiologist, marry someone who friggin loves me as much as i friggin love him and spend the rest of the days doing whatever i want to do at the moment.
thank u.
I felt a pinch of pain and my heart sank in a deep grief.
It's not that i don't like seeing them happy.
Just that i used to be like that and I really truly miss that moment.
I miss her a lot. I mean like...a lot and lot and lot and lot!
And sadly to say i doubt she feels the same way.
I don't have anymore strength to keep denying that.
Thinking about this hurts me i just wanted to forget everything.
Like seriously. From the beginning. Zero.
To have amnesia.
And to the people who says you love me and so so, please don't keep saying all those bullshits and don't even keep in touch.
If you don't just fucking say so for goodness sake.
I know i'm hard to deal with but please don't give up. Even as a friend.
When i love someone, i'll do anything that's possible to be with that person. But if that person doesn't want to, what could I do?
Because I want that person to be happy too.
Anyways...
Don't take the thoughts of a person with a broken heart seriously.
Because most are just craps. Dogshits.
I wanna enjoy my life here, study, hopefully go to UK, get an awfully awesome result, be a damn respected cardiologist, marry someone who friggin loves me as much as i friggin love him and spend the rest of the days doing whatever i want to do at the moment.
thank u.
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